i wonder what its like for someone to go onto my blog and realise that all my posts are about them ~

If you care for someone you should do everything and anything to be with them. If you care for someone you should accept that it’s going to be hard but try anyway. Because if there’s even the tinniest possibility that they could make you happy, you should take every chance you have. You’ve got to try.

I’m obviously not supposed to have feelings for anyone because once I do, they stomp on my heart and crush me inside. You’d think I’d have learnt by now.

I wish someone cared enough to notice how much I’m struggling

I think my favourite part about letting go is when you begin to forget things you thought you never would. Your mind tries to desperately hold on to some sort of memory but it’s distant- it doesn’t last.

One day we will find what we’re looking for. We will happen across something completely wonderful and new.

In the end you realise you’re holding onto something that doesn’t exist anymore. Maybe it did once, but thats the past. You can’t keep expecting it to all fall back together. It doesn’t work that way. Instead you’ve got to pick yourself up and move on. Become a stronger person, learn from those who hurt you. Because in the end the only way you can get through it is through perspective. It is up to you to realise that every person, every moment, every memory, is simply a lesson to help you move on. You need to move on. Let it go. It is how it is.

I just hope you won’t get bored of me now because you make me the happiest I’ve been in a long while. But I understand if you do, I do I promise- and I’ll be ok too, I just really like you and I hope you like me, too.

Yo if you know me in person please kindly unfollow me bc tumblr is where I sometimes put my personal thoughts and it really shits me if you’re going to judge what I write bc really its none of your business and yah thnx guize.